Thursday, April 12, 2012

boys. gross.

Well, the guy I met on ldssingles.com and went to the Hunger Games with, who was really cute and funny and wonderful, has just informed me that he will not go on further dates with me because he just got involved with someone else. excellent. I'm so frustrated with dating.
My cat ran away again. I couldn't find her in the apartment so I assume she ran out when I let my friend in. But she came home last night this time only being away for a day. bad kitty.
My friends Ken and Chelsea are in town from North Dakota. There son is turning 1 on Saturday, so they had a little party for him last night. They are Tim's aunt and uncle. and are his same age. isn't that crazy ! His brother, Tim's dad, is like 20 year older than Ken. weirdness. anyway, I went to the party and it got me missing Tim. so I texted him to say hi and we got to talking. he's now dating a girl and says they're in love. I'm happy for him! but also, it's sad to hear your ex is happily in a relationship when you're single going from one failed relationship to the next. I'm too picky when it comes to guys, I know. I'm a nitpicker for sure.
I shall now sulk in bed for the day. goodbye.

Thursday, April 5, 2012

april

I start blogging more maybe ? does anyone even read this?
I am jobless and boyfriendless. soon to be moneyless but hopefully not homeless.
I have been dating some different guys. Gone on a couple of dates with some nice guys. I've been sick for the past two weeks. Got a cough now that keeps me up all night and indoors during the day. It is a violent cough that causes me to gag and come close to cracking a rib. My wonderful friend David brought me soup and cough drops the other day. he's a sweetheart. and yesterday, when I bailed on watching the jazz game with him because of my horrendous cough, he brought me a brand new humidifier, some herbal tea, nyquil and emergen-c. What?! he's too much.
I'm just not interested in being in a relationship right now. Or to really date anyone. Maybe because I'm not completely content with where I am in my life right now. I want to be stable, have a steady job, be farther in school, something ! I'm a little ticked off with the opposite sex right now. I thought I would be engaged to CJ by now... but no, back to square one. again. annoying.